What is the English translation of the Spanish word "quierendote"? - fotos y bideos de mugeres foyando con animales

Our class is to learn Spanish "Estoy Aquí" by Shakya. She sings:
I'm here Queriendote, drowning
Between photos and laptops
between things and memories,
I can not understand.

I wonder if someone could tell me what quierendote media. Thank you!